04.05.2026
A series of dreams I cant's forget
These are dreams i've had through out the months since the beginning of 2026 that I can't get out ouf my mind. The third one was in March I think and I still think about it almost daily.
Dream one
The first time he appeared to me he was hidding his face underneath another one, a false one. I don't know what his real face is but I knew the one he was showing was not the real one. I pointed at him through the crowd and said "It's him!" as if i knew who he was or who he'd befor me. But once i got closer I noticed a glass wall seperating us. I knocked on glass,
"It's him! It's him!"
but he could not see or hear me. He then desappeared and sadness filled my being.
Dream two
I found him in my bathtub, he made it all cosy with pillows and blanckets. This time his face was blurd, or made he was wearing a face mask I'm not sure but I remember dark curly hair, headphones and cables everywhere. I assumed he was making music, I'm not sure why he'd do that in a bathtub but to each their own. I am mostly worried about his posture, he had the shrimpest shrimp posture I have ever seen. Honey next time we'll find somewhere more comfortable for you to work.
Dream three
This one was different. No more play pretend, no more life simulation. I felt like being somewhere in between places. Imagine the dream realm as a building with all the different level are dedicated to all the different dreams, the ones that make no sense, nightmares and life like simulations. Underneath that building is the basement, still in the dream realm but this place is not for scenarios. And place we were in felt very much like a basement, a small rectangular room, concrit walls, no window with a desk on the side and a bed against the back wall.Two doors were facing eachother.
He was sitting at the desk while I was standing at the first door, the one near the desk, with my back facing the room. This time he was not hidding his face but I knew he did not want me to see him yet, so I kept my back turned to him and listened instead. He did not speak but I listened to every little sound,his breathing, his fingers typing on the keyboard, the clicky sound of the mouse. I could have stayed like this for hours just listening, not once have I felt the need to look at him. He would have lost trust in me anyway and I wanted to prove him he could trust me. I did not care about his face, having him with me without pretending or hidding was enough. After some time he left the room through the second door, the one facing mine, and only once he was gone did I got inside the room. I sat on the edge of the bed and for an unknown reason I fainted. This is ridiculous there was really no reason for me to faint. Jesus Christ. He might have heard me because he came back and found me hamf unconscious on the floor. Humiliating huhh. He did not move for a while, I could tell he was very hesitant but eventually he stepped inside making to stay out of my sight and stood behind me. And he hesitated again. For a long time. I swear I thaugh he was going leave me there on the floor. But all this time I could feel his presence in my back, one like I have never felt before. A strong one yet calm, not oppressive but definitely difficult to ignore. He did put me back on the bed but at this point of the dream I was already starting to wake up, my back burning even in real life. And it kept burning days after.
I haven't seen him in my dreams after that, I hope he got the answers he was looking for.